Don't Even Know Where To Begin

I guess I'll start with the now and work my way back words because seriously... this would only happen to me. Now since this only happened 26 mins ago according to bbm - its 12:35 - I am still processing but we can work through that together.

Ok so I'm in bed... lights off... starting to doze off when I hear my blackberry dingle... I look at it... and theres 4 new msgs from "New Boy" refer to previous blog... side note - we've had a second date on Monday that was also pretty darn good... ok focus up... the msgs read as follows

K: Hey van ran into one of your past guys tonight
K: Gotta bail
K: No offence and I was interested
K: Bye

FML hahahaha I know. It's okay I am laughing. I figured there are two ways to take this... One - this guy is a lier and this story is fabricated to blow me off... or Two - someone seriously met him tonight and trash talked me lol and I kind of hope the second one is true. If someone seriously took the time to hunt down a guy I've been on two whole dates with and make me sound bad enough for that... then bravo to you and I take that as a huge compliment that clearly you are threatened by me in some way. Sadly... I think the first possibility is true because as soon as I told "New Boy" that i don't care - we had two dates so take care... he started whistling a different tune.

So what should I do? Be sad that some rando match on Eharmony didn't work out? I don't really care enough to be sad. I'm becoming so cynical and jaded it's terrible. Anyways... I'm pretty sure this is not the last we'll hear from "New Boy". He kinda seemed to be trying to bail earlier right Rockstar? So not really a huge shocker.

What is a huge shocker is the huge scandal and response a simple little blog can do. This week it caused at least one big fight - that I know about... (and I got another txt... which is hard to sneak when someone is checking your phone 24-7 lol) I was deleted by someone on Facebook who me I'm "immature for blogging about people who can't defend themselves". Okay... well what's to defend? I don't use any names and it's a BLOG! It's my thoughts and stories. This is not China... no one is forcing you to read it... so stop if you don't like it. Many others do like it though and to those... thanks!

Wow... I think I may have to be done with Eharmony all together. I got two pretty serious cling-ons and now this guy... How the hell am I gonna sleep! Its 1 am and the hilariousness of this entire event will keep me up for hours. "Steve Robinson" - that's my fake bar boyfriends name that is allegedly telling "New Boy" that I'm no good... coincidence or good homework on someone's part.
Frig I hope I get some comments on this - especially from Jenny.
Bon soir
L